Life is ___. whatever you want to make of it. I love my life I have a living, I have friends, I have everything i could possibly ask for, yet I am still a little upset.
It's kinda like that song lucky by brittney spears, "she is so lucky but why does she cry?"
I know that I shouldn't be upset because I have everything, yet at the same time I feel nothing. I feel like I want to love someone and take care of them, I am done with assholesp, I want to actually find a decent guy that no matter what happens I will be ridiculously in love with him.
But of course this never happens in real life. Guys who want to have a relationship are already in one, or just not my type, or assholes, which sucks.
All guys start off with the same words and end with the same lies. "I will prove those other guys wrong, and what an asshole he was, I won't do that to you." I feel like I should take your words and just dump them into a magic 8 ball and ask it everyday if I should believe you.
No more toying around. I know it's real, I know it's out there, and I want to find it. So take it, take another little piece of my heart baby.
All I gotta say is Don't make someone a priority if they only make you an option.
Sounds like either your standards are unrealistic, or they don't actually match when you're really looking for.
ReplyDeleteKinda like the girls that say they just want a nice guy, and yet leave the nice guy for the asshole even though they know he'll dump them less than a month down the road.
Maybe it's just the taboo or "what you can't have" effect. Once you have it, it just isn't the same.